**7.09AM.
Now at home from work. Last night I was offered a contract that extends to three months, putting me on probationary period and if all goes well, regularization. I really have no idea what to do or to say. Then this thought just came in, I watched a lot of How I Met Your Mother and in the show, the main character writes pros and cons when he's about to make decisions. Which, I think, would be helpful.
So let me go ahead and do that. I have no originality.
Pros
- A little bit more money
- Experience
- Enhancement of communication skills
- An army of friends and new people coming in almost every two weeks
- I get to be little miss independent
- I feel dirty rich
- Keeps me away from the perils of nightlife: drinking, smoking, random people, etc.
- I can get what I want with the money I have
- I can brag
- I gain confidence
- I just feel so alive
Cons
- I miss classes because I oversleep
- I don't have time to do homework or study for tomorrow's Physics test (There is a Physics test tomorrow!)
- I can't hang out with friends for too long
- Can't go to the bar and mess myself up
- I miss a lot of birthdays because these celebrations are usually held in the night, followed by countless rounds of liquor
- Don't have time for other people anymore, or for myself
- If I say yes, I might have to start a career in the call center industry
- I want a career in HR, especially in recruiting and possibly managing people
- I get irate when customer is irate, I don't like getting reprimanded for something that is not my fault
I've been in the company for two months now. Now when I look at this list, it seems to me that I've been missing out on a lot of things and I will be missing out on MORE if I say yes. I can't get my degree but I want my money now. I have to be patient, but I'm not, I'm not contented, I am easily dissatisfied, I want to keep moving. I will be living an ordinary college life. It seems like I've had too much of College and I just wanna get out. It's just that I've been in the same spot for four years.
I'm not sure if the list helped at all. Maybe it did.
But I still don't have my decision.
